Impossible

You,

you could take my breathe away

And you still do,

with all your bullshit,

And ignorance,

Useless stupidity

I get it, I really do

It must be so very hard,

Hating you,

I’ve done some bad things,

And sometimes I still do,

But neither of us

Deserve this version of you

Your ego, it is,

So, so big

It seems to be all you really have

This moment, the now, the happy

Is just to hard for you to grasp

It was not always this way

Or maybe there were just a few joys

All these years have clouded things

And all you hear now is your own voice

You scream and shout

While I sit and think

What it really is about

Is you need a fucking shrink

You claim I don’t listen

When I have few words I say

I say look at yourself,

I am not treating you this way

I know it bubbles down to

That I am not the one you hate

You hate yourself so much

It is an impossible state