As I pour the amber liquid into my tiny glass, I close my eyes and take a deep breath. The day has been long. The questions asked were more than uncomfortable.

I shoot back the Peach flavored whiskey, then pour another shot. The upcoming weeks activities clamor in my mind. I pop that shot back without a thought and refill the glass.

As the warming liquid begins to course through my body, the world around my starts to quiet. My mind becomes more peaceful.

I go to the fridge to grab a beer, crack it open and take several swallows. Mmmmm. Refreshing.

I throw back one more shot then grab my beer and head to the porch. It is dark, quiet, and peaceful. I can no longer feel, therefore I am happy.

I close my eyes once again, take a deep breath and smile.