loveliness

had they ever told me

that after all this love

i would feel so lonely

i woudlnt have believed

you always find soemthing

to blame me for,

you're always trying to get mad

always trying to act pissed

it's energy consuming

the more time goes by

the more i feel different

like i cant regenerate anymore

i feel like just closing this chapter

i feel like i cant breathe properly

i feel like i cant love properly

thinking of all this makes uncomfortable

i feel like giving up