For you

I fear I will never be good enough

for me

for you

for anyone else.

It is no surprise

that because of you,

I hate myself.

The things you say,

the things you make me believe,

They haunt me everyday.

The night i heard you say,

I don’t deserve

anything good

in my life.

I’ve not been the same since.

I think about it,

everyday.

It drives me to tears,

I try hard, and you don’t see

I almost lost

what I loved most

because of what you said.

I fear, that because I’m not

enough for you

I’ll never be

enough for someone else

How could I be,

when I’m not enough

for you?