Be Merry

“Put on a smile, no one wants to see you scowling”

(but I don’t want to smile)

“Quit being so self deprecating!”

(but I hate myself so sincerely)

“For goodness sakes, it’s the holidays, stop seething and be merry!”

(i don’t want to be merry)

“Things get better! Merry Christmas!”

(things don’t get better and i want to be wished a happy hanukah for once)