3am thoughts.

3:15 in the morning

and my head is spinning

i feel so dizzy

and awfully alone

i miss you

badly

is it wrong to miss someone

i've never met

you're in my mind

like a drug

i can't get you

out of it

why do you always

take my breath away

and i know you're awake

of course you are

you're in pain

alot of it

i wish i could hold you

and never let go

and promise that everything would be okay

but i can't

because i'm a few hours away

i wish i could drive

so i could finally go and

see you

i hope you're doing well

better atleast

my angel you make me smile

when i'm feeling weak

so it hurts

knowing you're not yourself

and i'm sorry

i guess we're both not okay

it's 3am

and i'm not great

but one thing will stay the same

and it's the fact that

my 3am thoughts

are always filled with you