subdued

we’re in the same room,

five feet apart to be exact.

yet it’s filled with gloom,

feels like i’ve been attacked.

i don’t know about you,

but this hurts more than anything.

is the only way out through ?

what am i even seeking ?

maybe i should change my angle of view,

because i feel as though i am bleeding.

so withdrew.

my memories of you; they are fading.

can we rendezvous ?

i desperately need to find my way back to you.

can i stick myself to you ?

like glue,

never to be subdued.