If only

If only, if only

I wish we could be

I want to be yours

But thats just too obscene

If only, if only

You would see what we could be

But i don’t blame you for my misery

If only, if only

i could learn to love myself

Then maybe I would be free from the things inside this shell

Free of my failures

Free of my fears

To scared to approach you in fear you won’t want the real me

If only, if only

The next time i see you

I let go of these silly things

Swallow my fear and take a chance on you and me

If only if only