Peace

There is something unsettling about not being able to relax. Like a ticking bomb that just keeps going. Tick, tick, tick. You can’t stop the emotions, you can’t stop the thoughts, you can’t even stop your bouncing foot, as it moves up and down. It portrays your inner feelings, how anxious and uncomfortable you are, and it’s impossible to stop. Almost impossible. The only thing you want, you crave is peace. To just be still and content in a moment. But peace, it doesn’t come. Instead it grows more desirable each and every day. And so, the best thing to do is sleep. Sleep is easy, sleep is peaceful. Yet it’s not. There’s something unsettling about sleep, knowing you will wake up again, and peace won’t be there to great you in the morning. Peace, that is what is desirable.