having a sick brain feels like cold creeping up on you,

through your clothes and to your bones.

feels like fire in your chest.

feels like, "i hate you".

feels like drowning.

feels like trying to scream, but choking on silence.

feels like, "you hate me".

feels like loneliness,

is isolation, is emptiness, is depression.

welcome to my sick brain, I can never quite keep it warm enough here.