Trial

I try,

- Everyone does that...

I try to be better everyday

And everyday...

-Boring! Doing the same job everyday?

And everyday, I hope to be

Better again.

-Wow! Sounds like a fifth grade prayer..

I try,

I try to make a conversation

And everytime,..

-You make an enemy!

And everytime, I run short

Of words.

-Oh dear! You aren't talkative?

I try,

-Again??

I try so hard, to be that girl

Which the society wants so much.

- Wait! It's me!!

...I tried so hard.

-Yeah, I did..

And yet I try once again.

With renewed efforts,

-Really?

With rejuvenated spirits..

-Maybe I should try again?

I try,

I try to mask the devil in me,

With a docile exterior.

-I do that all the time..

I try to blend amongst everybody,

Ignoring my fear.

-It should have been "my tear".

I try to be a happy child,

When all I have is tears.

-Here.. It comes..

I try to be the good girl.

And I fail every year.

-Cheers.. Bad girl!

And yet again I try,

I try to be better everyday

And everyday I hope,

To be better again...

-You'll be worse.. You made me cry bad girl.. It's my story. So much my story..

(This poem was written by me.. Weeks back.. Just conjured up the reader!)