Her

How did I let this happen?

She was my all and I let her down,

I tried most of all to forget and yet I am stuck in regret.

How can I bring her back the time lost in me, while letting her rot in self misery.

I daunt and flow and try my best to grow in such a broken scene,

I doubt she’ll be there when I show her what I mean.

If one day she saw that I could see, I’d hope forgivness, please for me.

I feel I need to plea for it and beg, that she would stay, least in my head.

Guilt I feel because she is dead.