I fall into you

First...

...slightly

Then all at once

Yet I tell myself not to

As I'm falling

Because falling into you means losing myself

But I'm already lost

Never actually been found

And yet

...I continue

Because with you I feel

My pieces come together

My face smiles

My soul breathe

I feel.

And yet I don't know what I feel

Because i tell my mind to murmur

Wish it'd just shut up.

And yet you make it speak

You make it feel alive

Possibilities

I'd long given up on

And again I'm lost

Crawling

Because you aren't here

And I'm alone

I'm always living on brief moments

Short breathes of happiness

Never consistent

Never...

...free