Moments Like This
That moment when you realize that the same things you’ve been complaining about doing, that same time you dread that’s filling your busy life, those simple distractions that alter your days path... Are the very things that have been keeping you from being sad and depressed.
That. Second. Moment.........
When you accept the fact that you’ve been suppressing your pain with anger, not only of the things beyond your own control, but most importantly the anger of settling for change... instead of being the change. The anger of waiting for what could happen, while leaving loose ends and avoiding responsibility for the forseen downfall. You subliminally agree with uncomfortable decisions by remaining silent without input and alternatives to paths that will, too, affect YOUR future actions and emotions productivity..... Instead of taking the responsibility to be the change that will confidently bring the full production of success at your greatest potential and eliminate all forseen mishaps.
*T H E N*
THAT CRITICAL MOMENT.....
When you choose to either:
1. Cry to keep going in circles day by day, using the pain as a crutch to numb yourself slowly while merging with the masses.
Or.....
2.
Cry to keep going forward, let go, stop looking back
Cry to BECOME CHANGES, be grateful you made it through that
Accept the person you’ve been, forgive you, sacrifice all the bad
No matter how long it took, forgive those who left you with a scratch
Cause’ it’ll never be erased, there’s no taking it back
Become aware of the most repeated life lesson that will save you from slack
Never can you ever stop the inevitable events
That either mother nature brings or what they said or did that you can’t understand
See life is 10% of what you make it, and your reactions to those inevitable events Make up the whole other 90%
It’s never been about the world, including your loved ones and every man who is a man, a child, a woman, no being in it Depending on it or them to love you enough to save you from the pain they’ll surely bring that gives you strength
If you noticed most of us, we’re weak, and we die everyday problemizing what’s unfair and what we think gives us no merit
Our pride and soul
Dreams thrown
Insecurities
Judgments
Low Confidence
Even the ignorance of those who undermine, abandoned, and execrate the less fortunate
Even they to face the pain of failure depending on the thought that what makes them important is selfish perfection in obsolete intelligence
The lesson here is your own opinion of yourself, not what they want you to believe in
Their values, respect, and morals. The pain from neither what you convinced yourself they should have in them
You’ve got to know that with or without them, the world still spins
And if you can stop at notice the change in your emotions and acting different
Is based on your dependence of them
And you spend time trying to figure out where you will fit in
And who you are when you’re faced to adapt AGAIN
To another obstruction in your life’s events
Then damn you’ve chosen option 1 again
To cry to keep going in circles cause’ it hurts to say you are who you’ve been
And you don’t like you so you deny your faults in all of this
Missing the opportunity of who you’ll become by sacraficing who you’ve been
Blaming the universe for your problems and suppressing the pain again
Going in circles to adapt to the world instead of keeping the only Freedom within
Of self-control making sure the world continues to adapt to your good sense
Ask yourself first before you make that critical decision
How can your sense be good of you’re the one reacting to a fate you already knew could happen
And did nothing
Just like anything is possible for you, anything is also possible with Mother Nature & them
So when the time comes,no matter how times been spent
You can only blame yourself for limiting your preparation of putting bad and painful actions passed any one of them
We were all created equal so the only thing that makes you special is
Your perception and what you do with everything that you take in
so what’s it going to be Cis?
If it ain’t hurting, it aint workin’
Without pain there is no strength