Needing you

I need her

Without her I can't live

The pain in my heart

Was ten times as painful

As a twisting knife in my heart

I would die for her

I would take all her pain

Her sadness

And only let her know happiness

Why didn't she know that?

I staggered around

I couldn't stand it anymore

I texted her two words

Good

Bye

And then I took the largest knife I had

And slit my wrists

Watching the dark blood trailing toward the door

My last words were

"I can't live without you"