STRESSED ABOUT DEATH

Death, I think about it constantly and it terrifies me like nothing else. I have sinned so much; I would understand if the lord sent me to the pits of hell for the things I have done. Perhaps, he would forgive me, because he knows my heart and sees I’m just an innocent soul that allowed myself to be persuaded by wrong things? I would love to go to heaven and live in peace for the rest of my afterlife with Jesus and his angels, and death is the only way. I am willing to change just to be sure if I die I will be going to a better place instead of stressing about burning in hell.