euphoria

this is not my body,

but yet i have never felt better.

can i finally find peace within

the constictive mind of mine,

that constantly disturbs my sanity,

and draws attention to the parts of me

that i wish were unseen? that i wish were never there to begin?

i look in the mirror-

first time in a long time-

and i grin.

no more fat

on my chest

weighing me down, mentally, physically.

no more empty space between my legs,

i am truly at my greatest form!

this is who i was meant to be all along!

is this what i have been searching for forever?

have my problems just decreased entirely?

oh, dear,

i hope this lasts forever.

i love myself!

no longer does my mind play tricks on me,

no longer does my body stick out in strange places,

i am a male,

i am a man,

i am...

the same, but better.

goodbye, dysphoria!

goodbye!

this is who i am, who i was, and forever shall be!