Fuck it

Fuck it all

I’m tired

I’m stressed

I feel like a failure

but I’m doing my best

I’m sick of anxiety

The concept

The word

I’m pissed that it’s real

and it’s ruling my world

I wonder if

It’s all an illusion

Born of fear and mind pollution

I’m young but I’m old

I’m seasoned and wrecked

It’s so much easier to just

Disconnect

I’ve coasted through life

Making countless mistakes

Never once hitting the brakes

It’s all so confusing

Not sure if it’s my self

or mind that I’m losing

but whatever, right?

You only live once

if I truly believed that

I’d stop killing my lungs

I’m a glutton for punishment

I assure you it’s true

I smoke like a chimney

and I’m mean like shrew

You want to know the truth?

I don’t care what you think

It just PISSES me off

You don’t see what

Eye see