Fuck Love.

He must've been a bulldozer

Coz' the walls I've built for years

Were crushed.

I wish painkillers can ease this ache I'm feeling

I hope there are pills that'll make me sleep forever

But no -- this is reality.

Fucking reality.

I tried.

The crush grew to like

Like grew to love

Love that I wasn't expecting

I wasn't prepared for

And I wasn't armored

I fought.

Hard.

But how can I win a battle

When I wasn't even armored?

He was a bulldozer

And he left me

Crushed.