If only

if only

if only I could look like her

or be cool like him

or just fit in

if only I could wear skinny jeans

or crop tops

if only I was allowed to wear makeup

or shave me legs

or grow out my hair

if only I didn't own knifes

so I can't scar my body

if only my parents understood...

then maybe just maybe

I could love my self enough for the rest of the world