Past Tense

Thinking to myself... “I ought to get myself out... I’m Living the same pattern to date for years on enddd.... RIDICULOUS!

They sit and smoke without a brief thought in mind out of the bubble.... Accustomed to complacency. Why am I being such a hypocrite?

7 blunts in... I wonder if years from now I’d be different?

How in the world is my world this SMALL?

look at these fools on ON TV making millions.

“How was I so blind? but now I see.” Did I just quote the movie “Limitless”?

I must be high like the stars in the sky’s... wait, or as low as them... since the direction of true north could be south... or east or even WEST! How the fuck could I know! that’s it... last blunt. I promise. Man, the shit got me paranoid. Such unfulfilling sensation.” As I looked around at my peers judging each one. “These ass-holes... they haven’t seen the last of me... you just wait I’ll show em… hindering my success.”