To me

I'm sorry for putting myself through the hell of my own insecurities. How I let them manifest into huge fears; cameras, microphones, being seen without the perfect outift or makeup on. Fears of being around others and meeting new people. Fears of not being happy in life, or being homeless again, not measuring up academically or socially.

I put so much worry into checking all the boxes, Link Crew, NHS, GHS, NAHS, FBLA, Musical, AP Classes, on top of my extracurriculars of writing, music, and art. Not accounting for doing what makes ME happy, mentilly healthy, motivated, physically healthy. . .

So I'm sorry and I will try to do better. Stress less and take care of myself. Especially physically and mentally. It's been a rough go this year and I need to give myself a rest.

#Alien Girl