You Left​ Anyway

If only I hadn't

given you that chance

you desperately begged for.

If only I hadn't

said "I love you too"

and pushed back my boundaries

and taken that chance.

If only I had

stayed in reality.

Knowing you'd leave

whether I said yes or no.

If only I hadn't

given you that chance

to leave me heartbroken.

Then I'd be okay right now.

And not wiping my eyes

wishing you were here.