The love we can’t give

-Love is a strange thing,

It comes in many different shapes and forms,

But all I see it as,

Is a sorrow filled storm,

My friends can have their sweethearts,

I have no objections,

But that doesn’t mean they can come into my love life and apply corrections,

They hate that I don’t fall in love the way they do,

But I’m like that for a reason,

To be anything but,

Feels like self treason,

I don’t want to love another,

For I always lose them in the end,

Just like I did my best friend,

The people I get set up with,

Don’t understand me,

But I put up too many walls anyway,

And refuse to give them the key,

I’m the way I am,

Why can’t they just leave me be,

Why can’t they just leave me alone,

And allow me to keep my dignity,

I don’t want to fall in love right now,

They need to accept that,

Because they are getting me into un needed crap,

I can’t give my love to someone,

For I have no love left to give,

I am distant and antisocial,

It’s just the life I live,

I don’t want any of it,

I never did,

I can’t just fall in love,

It’s something I forbid,

It’s not rocket science,

There’s nothing complicated about it,

So why cant they stop,

Why can’t they quit,

This is all just something I don’t want to relive,

Its just simply,

the love I can’t give.