Breaking the Habit

Why do I only seem to write when I’m in weird moods? I only seem to write and rant and say what I’m actually thinking when I’m in a spiral of nonsense, anxiety, and sadness. SO let me try and break that chain at 1 in the morning.

Things that make me happy

-Puppies- Because I am not a monster.

-Sugar- Because I am highly addicted.

-Caffeine - Refer to the above line.

-Comforters that you’ve had for years- They are so soft without being too thick or too thin. Like the couch blanket of the comforters.

-Books- I know you guys are shocked. I take them, I read them, and then I reread them ten million more times.

- REALLY LOUD MUSIC- If my car is not shaking I don’t think its loud enough.

- Cheesy 90s shows- Charmed, Xena, Buffy the Vampire Slayer. I got a thing for heroines and relationships that seem to come before saving the world and always have makeout scenes when you really should be more focused on the giant apocalyptic monster.

-Harry Potter- Been to Harry Potter world three times now. I cried with joy each time. I am not ashamed.

- Annoying people- Frustration is hilarious when it is not me.

That’s kind of my list. I mena I’m sure there’s more things I can’t think of right now, but this is a good start for me not just writing and being creative when I am upset. I have good days too, they just get lost in the spiraling and the self-pity.