Sometimes

Sometimes I think I miss you

Then I realize you aren’t that person anymore

Sometimes I think I miss you

Then I realize I miss what we used to have

Sometimes I think I miss you

Then I realize you weren’t who you said you were

Sometimes I think I love you

Then I realize I love the idea of you

Sometimes I think I love you

Then I realize I love the way you used to make me feel

Sometimes I reminiscne

About the special thing we used to have

Sometimes I reminisce

About what could’ve been

The saddest part is

I gave you everything

And my head was filled with your empty promises

I gave you my all

And you let me think you did the same

I gave you my loyalty

And you let me think I had yours

But instead

You gave her your all

You gave her your loyalty

You gave her your love

And I was left there

Left wondering why

Why I wasted my time loving you

When you loved another