Sobbing Silenty

there was a time of joy and comfort

until you ruined

destructed

eliminated

destroyed

crumbled

wrinkled

crunched

rolled

that moment

and formed it into something

unimaginable

something gruelsome

cruel

evil

dark

sinister

far

far

far

more

worse than I had wanted from the beggining

I

loved

you

so much

more than you could ever

love

me

did you ever even

love

me

or was it a

lie

from the start

i saw you

i

faded and grew

a small rose

on the tips

of my

empty heart

it was like you came from the above

and saved me

i liked you a lot

but

you grew

slowly

abusive

obbessed

with

me

if I wasn't there

you would walk up to the bar

grab a bottle of wine

and get

real drunk

out of

it

you wanted me a lot

hurting

me

however you please

you

were

never

there

for

me

i

was

always

there

for

you

why

would you do this to me

i used to be joyful

now

sobbing

silently

so

my

parents

couldn't

hear

and worry over my own troubles

you said so many things

but

it

wasn't

until

i

realized

that

this

was

my life

i could make choices too

it, I, didn't

always

have

to do

what

you wanted

so

that night

"I own you, Babe..."

...

"You owe me, Babe!"

...

"Don't you love me, Babe?"

...

"What's the---"

...

*slaps*

*runs*