Dad

He was upset with me

I had failed again horribly

My failure was damaging my being physically

I was destroying myself mentally

I condemned myself constantly

I was disappointed in myself honestly

He didn’t understand why I was like this

It was the dark emotions I always dismiss that put me in this abyss

He did not understand the way they destroyed me slowly

He did not understand emotions, putting them lowly

He would dismiss these emotions telling me ‘you’re lazy’

But he doesn't know, every morning I wake up, life becomes hazy

His reaction to my failure caused by my destructive mind

causes the destruction to feel more inclined and less confined

able to leave behind a human body unaligned with mankind

This savage cycle

Failures caused by a depression recycle

Failures cause him to be spiteful

Spite causes the human body to become suicidal

This cycle will be the cause of my mind’s ruination with my body’s elimination