That Place

I am loosing my mind. I am starting to think I never had one,but now I need one. I feel so lost . Caught in a web of dark truth and hidden lies. My hole life I have faked it . Now I don't think I'll make it.

Each day I grow closer to the thoughts. The ones I once believed to be selfish, but I am finding comfort in the dark pain. The scars show my weakened heart. My soul has lost it love,and now I hide inside the thoughts.

The world so cold and scary . Why would I think it would vary . The laughter and smiles. All lies . Each day a new file. I am buried in a thousand pieces of paper .

They all say I am crazy . I know my life . Has left me hang tight. Looking down I let go. With my last breathe I watched papers fall . No longer living but still seem to walk. Wake no emotion but pain and hate.

Walking this dark long hall. The onset of a cold numbness overcomes me.

Then you hear the loud sirens and people screaming . The thought of what did you do comes over your head. As you open your eyes your in a hospital .

With arms restrained and you wonder if this ever happened and who you were. Screaming is radiating in your ears them you notice it you . Realizing that dark thought dream you just came from. Is one of the happiest moment remember.

Lying on the hard cod your body in complete hell . Pain from head to tow .

The last thing you remember is the shot the creepy nurse gave you. Now it is all Blake empty no pain or anger just dark emptiness . It was almost a bliss!

Written by :khristiana marie