Anxiety

Why isn't he here?

Is he out with her?

Will she make it home safe,

if the rain starts to occur?

What if I don't get that job?

But then again what if I do?

So many things to think about

and I haven't got a clue.

Why do I keep gaining weight?

And what if I start to lose?

I'll call the doctor in the morning

But how will I pay the dues?

Round and round like a circle in my head,

All these useless thoughts that bring the fear and dread.

What happens almost every time

is that I start to see...

That all this extra worry is my worst enemy.

The moment that I realize this is when I start to feel,

That all my chances for success can be just as real.