losing myself

Drink liquor till the head gets consumed by the pint. Not caring about my health I’m just trying to numb the pain, love, and hate, but it all just feels the same.

I get drunk till I can’t feel

The loves fake the pains real.

I’ve tried every drug on that shelf, but it didn’t help.

I feel like I’m losing myself.

I was trying to focus on us in the future but you were only focused on my past.

If you left, I’d lose my soul.

So many times I’ve said imma change just to turn around and do the same.

I know I’m the one to blame so I get drunk till I can’t see.

I love you but I hate me.

I’m trying to be someone I can’t be and I just haven't been myself lately.

We use the drugs they gave to us to replace the love the world takes from us.

I guess I just feel like I’m losing myself.