Three years of straight

I don't miss the times when

I didn't believe in me

And didn't believe in you

And we were a fable.

I don't miss the times when

You were a best friend

And I was a good friend

Paralyzed and unable.

I don't miss the times when

You held my hand and laughed

Because it was funny.

Because it was a joke.

I don't miss the times when

I watched how I laughed with you

And you watched how I laughed

And laughed when I spoke.

I don't miss the times when

I wake up to you

With your hand on my arm

And I'd shift away out of fear.

I don't miss the times when

You'd talk to me truthfully

When you thought I was sleeping

And I'd pretend not to hear.

I don't miss those times

Because now is so much better

We're afraid still, that's for sure,

But not of each other.

I don't miss those times,

Because now is the future

That I dreamed of, when I'd finally

Greet you as a lover.