Wonders of the World

Shit hurts. That's the reality of life. You think that things will get better and it will, but eventually it will get bad again. You'll feel yourself slipping back into that darkness. You'll see it coming and that's the most terrifying part about all of this. You see it, but can do nothing. Soon, you will be able to hold off the feeling for a while. The thing that you need to remember is that this is not you. It's your brain doing it to you. You can tell your brain to fuck off, but it won't. The important part of this is to remember that your brain is an organ. It can mess up too. You just have to know how to fix it. Soon, you learn to live with your brain and it won't hate you anymore. You can learn to tell it to be quiet and not listen to the awful thoughts that it has. Things will get better, but you have to want them to. It won't happen overnight. It's a process. It can be learned and I know you can do it. Stay strong. Okay? Remember, if nobody else tells you, I love you. I need you here. Don't give up before you are able to see the wonders of the world.