Scar

No matter. I know you do not care.

If you cared you wouldn't need to discourage it. You wouldn't say, "you're lucky." I no longer listen or care. Your words are a blur. Food. House. Family.

Well guess what?

I DON'T CARE!!!!

Make it go away! You go away! Leave me alone. The pain will consume me. I will not die, I only do to fix things, I only do things with purpose.

I fixed the pain. I'll fix the life. I'll get the experience.

But the point. Yes the point.

Slicing apples. Numbish. Red. No! Too much. No. Not enough. Soaked. All red, sticking on go away it doesn't hurt! No! No!

Tomorrow. Every bend hurts. I'm alone. Alone forever but I don't care. I just wish I was alone and could do.