Disarmed

your bruises have charming appearances

I never meant you harm or to disarm the

abuse that took away all of my defenses.

your words turn beauty to dust

and our bond once was trust

Now I’m drowning in the whispers

these tears can’t make me better

hurried memories scattered as if what we

had ever done together mattered

Blamed without an alibi

No way out with no defenses

My enemy is my friend

And our love was just a lie.

the scars you left me are enough for dissection

I see your eyes shining with desire,

so ghostly they reflect

Nothing but your dark empire

I’m inside your everything

adore my powerful soul

flare as you remain deflated alone

In the light gone cold.

Now we’re both in an explosion

at the edge of all

this time now that you have gone

and can only

be a stolen curse

show me how close you can come to winning

this dream of mine was a false universe.

imaginary and impossible

so they will lie amused at your downfall

as the lovers engage in a ritual

Laying down their intangible cures

tragic and helplessly entangled

This disaster that set in motion a

doomsday plan

For

an answer true

to a seance of fraudulent gypsies

in a chapter where it seems like the wind is just

blowing away at torn up pieces of my reality

And the past is all that I can see.