Bi Polar

I was 5 months pregnant with the baby they said I'd never have when he was diagnosed. In my naivety I thought "we can do this, we'll be fine. What I didn't know, what I couldn't have known was that he had hidden who he truly was and now with the diagnosis he no longer had to pretend.

I made the choice to stay. I made the choice to be married to him, to let him be a full time dad while I worked full time to support us. Now I question my choices. I question whether it was the best choice for my child. Whether it was the best choice for me. The reality is if I make a different choice, he will be alone. He will not have a home and he will not be able to see our child everyday. I'm unhappy, but he is sick. What choice should I make now?