stupid

Stupid, stupid feeling

She could barely breath

Though she was alone

Was it stupid

To hold hope so near

Shouldn't it be overshadowed by fear?

When she knew it would be the same

Time after time

It was always thoughts

churning

stomach

yearning

And truth

Broken

And nothing would

Be solved

And she'd still be alone

In that way

So shouldn't she just take what she has?

A friend

stupid feeling

A good friend

stupid

It's more than enough

More than she could ever ask

So how dare she ever

even

dream

When it's always going to be

Just a big

Stupid

Mistake