my first touch

I ran to you

You gave me protection

I looked up to you

I thought you were perfection

You layed with me

You told me to stay quiet

Why? I wondered

You told me not to fight it

You touched me

I thought it was innocent

You forced yourself onto me

My mind became dissonant

You lied to me

I thought this was normal

I ran from you

Your lies caused me turmoil

You ruined me

I kept all of your secrets

I'm afraid of you

Now I have weakened

You took away my childhood

Now I see you

Everytime I try to move

You touched me

And my world shattered in front of me