Beautiful Cruelty

Life lately has never been so empty

alone; trapped in this Black Sea eternally drowning helplessly..

Maybe it’s because I finally felt complete, just to get ripped apart;

Apart;

that's

where

have

drifted

You can give me unlimitttttttttted gifts and kisses,

but nothing will fill what went miss ing,

What you took was all the joy I had;

And it can't be rejuvenated nor replaced,

because now I can’t bear to look at your face,

all that remains is the lingering, living nightmare that won’t f a d e;

No escape

Pain manifested and spread ;

burning all happiness to ash,

And now I thank you;

came in my world to drown it with love,

only to drain it all out; to the very last d

What beautiful cruelty;

So hateful yet lovely,

Leaving me ¿clueless? on what life should be about-

But now I finally know my life is no longer about you,

and I give you one final thank you for giving me a the clues to decipher what is unreal and what is true-

~Emily Marie Stevens~

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