Always wanted

I have always wanted

And hoped

And wished

To receive little notes

To be made handcrafted gifts

To be given personal mixtapes

To be thrown a surprise party

To be randomly visited

To be called just to hear my voice

To be told good morning and good night

To be leant clothing that smells like them

To be missed so much it hurts

To be sought after

To be desired above all else

To be a first priority

To be wanted more than anything

I have always hoped

Always wished

Always wanted

But I doubt it will ever come true