switch it
I’ll turn myself inside and out
my flash, my bones
I’ll filter the blood
and exchange my love
for something that I can hold
I’ll look in my veins
I’ll push out the nerves
mix my senses and lose my voice
I’ll brush off the sweat
and dip in my skin
fingertips touching the swollen cells
I’ll turn myself inside and out
I’ll rage a storm
turning my flawed core_ into a song
a play pretend_ that I am able
that I am sane
so when you will look at me
at my upsidedown meaning
at my unbroken words
at my fake flesh
you’ll think there’s nothing wrong
that this is how I am
.