Loss

When you are fifty feet deep in a hole that never recedes

And you know your not alone because your friend hugs your knees

You still feel cold and alone and sad

Because you know there is no staying forever

Even if it's your mother or your dad

Friendship is temporary

But love is a permanent thing

You will feel your heart explode

When she gets a boyfriend and then a new ring

You will feel left behind in the dust

Unsure if you can or if you must

Will any one care

If you die over here or even over there?

You grab the knife

Feel the sharp tip

Think of all the hard times throughout your short life

You bring it to your shaking wrist

Breathing heavily and hard

You puncure the skin

Feel the pain travel through your arm

You remember the times

When you sat in that hole

Fifty feet deep

There was really no where to go

At least you had her

Sharing all the good memories

You talked for hours

About all the dead flowers

She will miss you

No matter how far away you may be

She loved you

And love

Is an infinite

Throughout all eternity