Can You?

Can you not see, the red lines beneath my eyes?

You who claim to be my friends.

Can you not hear the silence, from my closed mouth?

You who act as if you know me.

Can you not feel my pain, radiating like death?

You who have nothing to loose.

Can you not see, I have nothing left?

You who are my squad, with you, I feel like a fraud.

Can you not tell, how deeply I still love him?

You who went along the way with me.

Can you not see, that he is killing me?

People are all around

I feel like I'm pressed in

I sit so quiet

I can't conjure any words

My thoughts are muddled

He is there

There is something to prove

Yet it is wrong

I do not belong