Thoughts

Thinking is the pain of the mind and

Sometimes it’s difficult to really understand what I say but that’s because no matter how hard I try I will continue to mask my words with lies

it’s the mere fact that thinking is the heartbeat of the mind

yet we do not realize that the constant fear of disappointment is the cause of longing pain for affection

the steady beat in my heart shifts as i begin to think that having too many thoughts causes the pressure of the mind

but i want to think to the point where i cannot feel my emotions beating in my mind and i guess the only way to release the pain is by taking the remedy of words for disclosure in the public eye

it’s better to believe that if others can hear our pain through the words released from our mouths then maybe just maybe the satisfaction of gaining pity will somehow fill the longing pain stored in our minds holding us back from destroying the fear of disappointment and unleashing everlasting affection

whether or not you understand my words, i like to believe and show you that there is more to taking in our thoughts and processing our emotions more than we give them validation for