stuck in nothingness

I've been banned from existence

I feel that's unfair

I feel tension tangling through me

I feel the silence in the air

When I look around

All I see are blank spaces

A world of white dimension

A world without faces

I feel like I can't remember now

My loved ones I once knew

Their appearances are unknown to me

And I feel empty all the way through

It's just blank and blank and blank

And blank

I wanted to be nothing

That was a mistake

And now I'm stuck

In this lonely white

I've lost all senses

I'm losing sight

I'm losing my might

And cannot find

My soul is lost

I've lost my mind.