destiny

I, a hopeless romantic, crawled deep

And found that I’m still lost

As painful as the loss of a pet

Is this heartache I’m suffering since

You left, with a warning, but foggy

I’m not ready, please call the doctor

’Cos this pain is killing me now

It’s taking over my heart and soul

My heart kept skipping beats

Trying hard not to breathe and see

Because the truth is killing me

And if you won’t come knocking

I’ll be here crying, suffocating

In this black hole you left me

Yearning, wanting and hoping

That’s what’s killing me: hope

One thing that’s keeping me alive

But now, I’m slowly losing it

Memories of blissful nights

Occupy me, when you said

You’d never find somebody else

When you knew I’m all you need

I said to myself I’ll marry you

And have kids with you

But too much fantasy

Just kills my heart.