Lost My Mind

I lost my religion along with my mind.

I sat in my room and let my past haunt me.

It hurts so bad that I long to sleep forever.

My reality feels like a dream.

No, a nightmare.

His face, his voice, his aura brings chills down my spine.

...Wish I could make you believe me, I never meant to hurt you.

It's so hard to let go.

I feel like a ton of bricks weighing me down with the constant reminder gnawing at my soul....