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Been staring at this blank page.

I can’t feel a thing yet am feeling everything at the same time.

My heart just literally broke into a million pieces in less than two seconds, and I felt it, all of it.

I forgot what it was like to really cry I haven’t done in months, but now I remember.

Trying to catch my breath now.

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My eyes burn as if my tears were acid.

My head cannot process this.

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I‘ve smoked 4 cigarettes now, in the space of ten minutes.

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I uh, don’t have any more words.

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shit.