The Ghost in my Shadow (Yes, its a rap verse. Thank you.)

Living can be sad, lets be honest

I was way too deep in the house, I made it haunted

Got some chains around my feet from wretched demons that I keep

I never chose this life, I dont want it

Now theres a ghost in my shadow always playing piano

With me until I die, until im mowed down by ammo

Hes got me leashed with a lasso, these thoughts are not shallow

Blowing up my feelings like he was released from a silo

He laughs when I talk, he runs when I walk

He knows every thought, he has me locked in a box

Hes felt pain like I have cause hes been down the same block

I know hes next to me cause im his prey when he stalks

Hes here cause I hate the way my lifes been

Lost every friend, when will my life end?

I dont forgive but should I if I could have one win?

Im tired of getting over things with the same sin

Frank, I forgive you for the shit that you did

Chay, we dont talk but I wish that we did

Josh, I know you're here but you'll leave quick

Jamie, I am sorry for the way that we slid

I know my words dont mean everything is alright

My futures hazy, but yours is so bright

Excuse me now, I have some things to do tonight

The apple doesnt fall far, but it doesnt mean its ripe