How? Broken heart

Why? I never really knew how to tell you

Last thing I'd say? I've always loved you

I watch....

The clock slowly churning forward.

Watch myself dying

Dying of

Fear

Hurt

Pain

Brokenness

Loneliness

To afraid of how it might alter our relationship if I let my heart and soul spill over my lips...

Into the air

The place of no return

Not knowing what you'll say

How you will respond

So instead I look from a distance.

Simply hearing your voice helps me survive through another week

Desperately I long for the place I can have you with no restraints, but knowing I'll probably never tell you. That's what i regret....

The future that I can predict for myself. Living in stupid fear to afraid to let you know

I love you